Damn….
I was wrong…i don’t know how i mis-read what the interview guy said to me. But obviously i must have:-( I got an e-mail this evening around 11 from EA saying…thank you for talking with us…no positions at this time…blah blah blah…screw you tiayr….blah blah blah. I’m so crushed and pissed and just angry and disappointed in myself right now. I just have this gut feeling that I just missed it, my chance, my opportunity. I really feel that job could have changed things around for me…got my life off the rut that i currently feel like i’m in and got me moving in a positive direction. Apparently that just was not meant to be, I have to pick myself up and keep trying…but damn it…I wanted this…andI thought that i still had a chance for it….where did i say wrong, what didn’t i answer correctly….i hate failing myself…
crushed